In your head = Behind Enemy Lines

The laughter, the laughter...

Dear God, it reminds me of all the good times and how I didn't want them.

The memories are all rubbles; reminders only reveal more of the disaster.

If I do better, will I learn faster?

God, patience is an art that is truly hard to master.

It's not my responsibility what impression the authentic me makes -- I am responsible for what I bring, not for what people take. Lucky for me, interest is not hard to fake... just as easy as mistakes are to make. Limiting thoughts are a limiting factor... you could achieve a lot more if you didn't have them. Consider your stage and consider your audience.

Navigate life under Godly guidance.

Dear God,

May you bless the plans I've laid today. If not, Lord, please

intervene and allow them to go your way. Lord, I am only a vessel for the words you'd like me to say.

God,

Today I am filled with these wonderful feelings. I am chasing the coast, the sun, and the moon. I am chasing warm afternoons. Lord, I know "the one" will learn how to invite me to have fun.

The days of being locked in by my thoughts are done.

I am grateful for all of your provisions. My strategy is still to live by emotion.

Most days, I don't feel devoid or entirely hopeless, and that's gorgeous.

The power of the spoken word is grand. Confessing our true thoughts gives us the upper hand... why work so hard to hide the truth only from ourselves? Everyone else can see through... as if that helps.

In this life, all things are HEVEL: here one moment, gone in a second.

Dear God, I see my worth through your plans and thus refocus my intentions. The plans you hold for me, Lord, I acknowledge that they require attention. Most of all, when you guide me, please allow me to let you. I pray you find yourself with me at each intersection. Lord, may my day develop in your way. Our precise point in space evades us from the course of the collision, so I focus on my precision for the moment.

I don't want to collide; right person, wrong time.

Dear Lord, never leave me; I pray your guidance never subsides.

No weapon formed against me will prosper -- of your love and joy, I won't be denied.

February 2023